Couldn't be happier :)

I have been doing a lot of self discovery since college started and it has really caught me off guard. I have a new foundation of confidence and it is helping me so much in being truly happy. I am confident that I can get through anything, that I can do anything I set my mind to, that I can stay positive given any situation. It really has helped me have SUCH a better outlook on every aspect of my life, and helped me realize how truely grateful I am for the things around me. I am convinced I havent been this TRULY happy, ever! Its a great feeling! :)

NEW FRIGGIN HAMPSHIRE: Seriously, best weekend of my life! It was such a blast to see Lauren again and get to see the everyday things that she does up at her school. Her campus is GORGEOUS and so is all the surrounding cities. Its a completely different lifestyle out there, I had never had to abide by a bus schedule or a time restraight, but up there I did, it just opened my eyes how city people lived and it was actually really, really intresting! I love Lauren SO much and was so glad I had the oppurtuiny to go see her! :) It was nothing but a GOOD TIME! :) It just makes me THAT more excited for christmas :) Yay!

DA BOYZ: Alex is the main man, :) and I love it! Things are better then they have ever been, he had a lot to prove, and he did it. I wish I could explain it to you in the deepth I want to, but you wouldn't understand if I did. All I have to say is he said things I thought would never come out of his mouth and did things I never thought he would to make things right, he proved to me he does infact care and want to be apart of my life, which is all I wanted :) Of course I made it hell and back for him.. but thats just my bitchyness coming out :)

THE ACCIDENT: Yeahh, Alex wrecked his motorcycle. Riding in the rain = REALLY DUMB IDEA (I thought that was a duh situation, apprenely I was wrong) He was really lucky to only walk away with what he did though. Kori, dont finish reading this paragraph! Alex hit the ground hard, pretty much grinded off his entire ankle bone on one side of his foot and cut the other side REALLY bad. He also has roadrash all over his body. It was really hard for me to see him in pain because he hides so many of his emotions, but I stayed strong and pepped talked him through his stiches until I myself almost passed out. He is really lucky to walk away with minor injuries, although he will be on crutches for the next few weeks because his foot is the size of a water melon. Poor guy. I thought I would share with you guys an awkward conversation I had at the hospital!

Receptionist: Are you immediate family?
Me: Uhm... well.. YES yes I am, Im his sister! :)
Receptionist rolls his eyes and walks me back to the room.
Doctor: So this is your family I see?
*Lets go of alex's hand real fast*
Doctor: You guys must be... CLOSE siblings.

ZE HOWL: Was a BLAST! I kept loosing EVERYONE, but I still had a good time because I kept running into people I knew. Alex didn't end up going because he had crashed just a few hours before, but he insisted that I still go and have a good time, so I did, and it was a BLAST! I was worried about him, but I kept that in the back of my mind for the most part and partied :)


SCHOOL AND WORK: Crazy busy! School is INSANE and work is INSANE! I am working a lot more now that one of the girls left because she is having a baby, which is nice, but is getting crazy!

I hope all is well, I love and miss all of you! :) XoXo