Writing to me is insanely therapeutic, and after ran emotional week, all I want to do is write.
I spent the weekend in Park City with Brandon and his family, it was the perfect weekend! We had such a good time and were constantly smiling and laughing. What caught me off guard was Saturday night when Brandon and I were sitting by a fire at the condo we were staying at that was in some sort of court yard setting, and discussed our relationship. We talked about where we would be had we never got together, we talked about how happy were we now and how much we have changed each others lives. Then BOOM, out of NO WHERE, with absolutely no warning, I just start bawling.
Brandon has seriously changed me for the better, and for some reason picturing life without him made me so emotional. I am so content with him and where we are that even the thought of us not being together brought me to tears (which takes a lot, I'm not the typical crying type.)
I now have a greater appreciation for not only me and Brandon's relationship, but also for everyone else I associate with. Including the worlds best group of girlfriends ANYONE could ask for, the most incredible family and an amazing staff of girls I get to work with.
This weekend was an emotional eye opener, but it definitely needed to happen to put things in perspective for me.
I'm excited for school to start! Weird, I know. I have been out since the middle of April and am proud to say I am ready to just back in, 5 months is PLENTY of time to rebuild my motivation.
I'm taking medical classes this semester, which excites me even more to be FINALLY starting things I am interested in.
I have done such fun things this summer, from swimming everyday, to visiting the big apple (which is a whole other blog), to being with the girls and developing friendships with my sisters that are so great!
I also cut off ALL my hair, its a new sense of freedom. Its almost like a whole new me? I have this spunky attitude, and I love it :)
Pretty much, I'm having a ball :)
"Its not the choices we make that define us, it's the reason for making those choices"
